First Night Nerves Chapter 2

Debbie and I have lived together for over three years. We love each other very much, but as you will have seen from my first story, each of us has physical needs beyond our relationship. We are very fortunate in that we understand each other’s needs and can accept them without feeling threatened.

It is now 18 months since First Night Nerves was set and much has happened since then. Debbie and I are still happy together. Indeed, if anything we are closer together than ever. For most of the time we have an active heterosexual relationship. However our ‘other’ sides continue to demand attention and cannot be denied for too long. As a result, we have spent five single nights with Barry and Monica since that first extraordinary night in London, and I have twice met Barry alone for the afternoon when he was passing by on business.

Thanks to Debbie, I have made yet further steps forward in making Tina more and more convincing. My own real hair now reaches between my shoulder blades and is light brown. Normally I wear it in a pony tail which these days is perhaps considered a little old fashioned, but it gives me so much more freedom as Tina – no wigs to worry about or to look artificial – and I feel so much more natural and look much more convincing. A two week foreign holiday and regular trips to the sun bed mean my pale skin is now lightly tanned all over, and I now keep my body hairless as a matter of course. Debbie prefers me that way in any case.

Tina’s wardrobe is now much better stocked (I am either a size 8 or 10, depending on the make) and we have spent many hours working on my walk and mannerisms. I think Debbie sees me as her Eliza Doolittle and I’m desperate not to let her down. We go out together as girlfriends every few weeks and it is a long time since anybody gave me a suspicious look. I want to make the most of things now as I realise that I will only be able to be this convincing for a few years more.

This is the story of my first afternoon alone with Barry. I have tried to be as close to the truth as possible. I hope you like it.